Post by DANI! on Jan 31, 2012 18:06:14 GMT -6
THIS WAS MEANT TO BE POSTED TWO DAYS AGO BUT I'M A FAILURE AT LIFE x.x
Alright, I'm putting the site on a hiatus for the time being. Yes I know it was barely even open. Yes I'm sure you all want to axe murder me, and I sincerely apologize, but I've come upon another one of my unionization spells where it's even amazing I manage to convince myself to get out of bed. I don't know when it will end, and letting the site sit here and fester is unfair.
I take full responsibility for this, as I had no idea one of my spells of crappiness was around the corner, and it blindsided me, effecting the whole site. It's unfair to string all of you along, even if there is only a few of you. I've been trying to see if I could get some help to get the site to stay afloat without me, with maybe doing background admining, and nothing else, but when push comes to shove it is my site, and I shouldn't be pushing the responsibility off on anyone else, regardless of how unmotivated I feel. I had to debate for days, nearly a week to come upon this decision, because I adore Shuusei. I didn't want to have to back right back out after reopening it AGAIN. As of now I'm in no fit state to be a full-time staff member for a site - I'm far too flakey and unreliable, and the thing about these crappy spells is I never know when they'll go away.
I take full responsibility for this, as I had no idea one of my spells of crappiness was around the corner, and it blindsided me, effecting the whole site. It's unfair to string all of you along, even if there is only a few of you. I've been trying to see if I could get some help to get the site to stay afloat without me, with maybe doing background admining, and nothing else, but when push comes to shove it is my site, and I shouldn't be pushing the responsibility off on anyone else, regardless of how unmotivated I feel. I had to debate for days, nearly a week to come upon this decision, because I adore Shuusei. I didn't want to have to back right back out after reopening it AGAIN. As of now I'm in no fit state to be a full-time staff member for a site - I'm far too flakey and unreliable, and the thing about these crappy spells is I never know when they'll go away.
IF YOU WISH TO BE PLACED ON A CONTACT LIST FOR WHEN I PULL THIS BACK OUT OF THE GROUND, LEAVE A NOTE HERE. HOPEFULLY IT WON'T BE TOO LONG x.x
